starts with a C ends with a S

I took a while to write about this particular person because this is one of the very few people I had that amazing chemistry with.

I met him off of Craigslist believe or not and I guess for him it was suppose to be just someone to talk to but that turned up to not be all at the end of the day. 

When we first had sex, it definitely was planned lol I asked him could we have sex and he said sure.  I picked him up from the airport that night and we stopped to get him something to eat and then back to his place at the time.  It began to get later and later and of course I was nervous.  He started kissing me and taking my clothes off and his body felt so warm and good on me. Once he got my clothes off he stood up and started taking his clothes off.  When I say his body was gorgeous and his ass was so phat....I could've died laying there lol.  He put the condom on and climbed back on the bed.  I saw his dick but I wasn't ready for what it felt like.  When he slid inside of me he was so hard that I felt like he was digging my insides....it was a lot to handle.  I kinda didn't even want it anymore lol.   I loved having sex with him after the first night of sex.

Shower Time

My! What a day that was.

Did you know you could have this much fun in a shower? Probably not if your girl don't ever want to get her hair wet.  But you knew I didn't care, it's just hair!

I remember asking you to take a shower with me.  You kind of looked at me like "what" but you said sure. You loved to see me walk through the living room naked and I loved seeing you naked even more.

I got the shower started and rinsed as I waited for you to come in.  I know how guys say women like the water scorching lol but no that's not me.  We traded places so you could get under the water.  I hugged you from behind.

I loved what happened next.  We faced each other both under the water.  I backed up against the wall near the faucet while you were completely under.  We kissed and talked and laughed and I loved this part between us.  We seemed so relaxed and meant to be.  So after a while, we went to start cleaning ourselves off.  We laughed and joked.

WAIT REWIND!

Do I jerk you off before or after? You know what, I'll make this story mine and say I'll continue.  So we laughed and joked and once you turned around to rinse the soap off, I turned around and started to kiss your back.  I kissed your shoulders.  I kissed your neck.  I loved that you let me love you completely this way.  I reached around the front of you and took the length of you into my hand and started to stroke it back and forth.  Still kissing your shoulders and back I traced with my tongue as I continuously stroked you.  I went slow and I went fast.  I went with what your breathing told me.

Do you find it amazing that me pleasuring you makes me moan? Yeah, you got me that way.  I just wanted to feel you!  I stopped and said, "just put it inside of me!" If you don't know by now, water  (H20) inside of a vagina does not go together lol. Did I get dry? Sure! But before that became a thing, when you put yourself inside of me I knew this would be all that I dreamed of.  I just wanted you.  I knew we were getting into it because I got on my knees in the shower making you have to do the same to stay inside me.  Right as I started to feel like I was getting dry, you mentioned you felt like you were gonna cum.  I said, "no lol don't do it we just literally got in this shower for nothing then lol."

Were we in that shower for nothing to begin with? Probably because soon as we got out the shower we went to the room and started back up.  You ate me like your dinner.  The blinds were open because you know that's just how I am.  You beat it up "AS IF IT WAS YOURS".  You came.  I hope it was good to and for you?


Sincerely Shaking My Head!

Drunken Nights 1

Do you remember?

Cause I barely do.  It normally happens this way.  I love to drink but I'm more into the wine setting.  I'm a lightweight so it doesn't take much to get me "drunk".  I liked this feeling, didn't you?

As our weekends usually began, if we were on good terms.  We would go to the liquor store if I already didn't buy something or if you didn't already bring something.  We'd watch a movie and vibe with each other.  You were the kind of guy to always wait for me to make the move.

So, I started kissing your neck.  I climbed on top of you and kissed you more.  I started unbuckling your belt so I could suck on your dick. While on top of you I leaned down to take you into my mouth.  Your head went back and you let out your sound of relief.  Not because you were finished but maybe because I finally gave you some action.  I then slid my underwear off and slid you inside of me moving the couch back and forth, back and forth.  I wanted more of you.

I got from off top of you and I wanted you right then, I took the closes blanket and put it on the floor so that it wouldn't be so bad on the knees. I slid the table out of the way and got on all fours and waited for you to take me.  You fumbled getting them pants off but you gave me what I desired.  I was just wet for you and you slid it right back in.  Could you deny my moans? You kept going deeper, roughly putting all those inches in me.  I loved it.  I loved you!

Do you remember how I got the scar on my knee? Yep, that was us! That blanket didn't help for shyt. My knees hurt so I know yours had to.  But, I wasn't going to tell you to stop.  You laid on top of me flattening us out.  I turned my head up so that I could give you deep kisses.  I mean I wanted your spit.  You held the side of my face so that the kisses were properly reciprocated. I teared up!  I started saying, "I love you, I love you so much. You make me feel so good.  I know we haven't been good to each other but I can't be without you!" You said you loved me too.  I pushed up so that we could get up.  I took the blanket, put it on the couch. Grabbed you by the hand and "lights off" in the room we went.  I started taking the rest of my clothes off.

Do you remember the rest?  Cause I blacked out, I don't remember!

With Someone Else

Why is it so bad that I want to see you with someone else?
You look at me crazy as I say it but what is keeping you from pleasing me?

Are you protecting my feelings or are you hiding yours?
I want to see you with someone else.  That feeling that you give to me, is it real or is it just of familiarity of knowing how I should act during the act.

The slow stroking, the circles.  Having me majorly arch my back because I'm trying to receive every ounce of you.  I want to see you with someone else.

Will you fuck her like you fuck me?  Will you both emotionally be in sync? When you fall in will she bounce it back?  Will her moans be of equal pleasure or will it be of fakeness?

I want to see you with someone else.  Why is it so hard to do?  Do you think I'll cry or make you out to be a cheater even though it was something I asked?  Do you believe you'd care her more than you intended?  Would we become emotionally detached?

No, I'm not a sharer but I got to know the passion you dish out.  I know your dick is beautiful, smooth and lasting.  But I just can't help but wonder, "what are you like through the eyes of someone else?"

When you confess that you are close to finishing, is it because sexually it was really good that you couldn't take any more or is it because you are bored and want no more?

I have to see you with someone else.  I know all pussy ain't the same so I don't expect all the same outcome.  I just have to see how you really move!

Please fuck someone else!